The Utopify advent calendar

This Christmas I am going to make an advent calendar called Utopify. It is a prospective utopic vision of me four year in the future, taking place in December 2022.
In this vision. I have cured the fungal infection. moved to a new town and found a work, paid off much of my debts and racked up a hefty saving. Every day until Christmas, I will open a door in which I tell how I beat one of my Obstacles Ive struggling with which made it possible for that future.
The purpose of this calendar is to boost my confidence and to be able to find a light in the darkness of Darkcember that followed the fungal crisis four years ago, which like a nuclear bomb disrupted my fitness, work career. During the four years that followed until today, December 3rd 2018. My music and spiritual career was the main focus to compensate for the fungally arrested income of aquatic energy, with the emergence of Aquafulness meditation, which has evolved to create whole new mechanism for me to cope in different situation using meditation, but taxing on other areas, such worsened personal finance, instability of work and income due to lost social security net as a result of the music success.
Now that the new aquatic mindfulness spiritual framework has established and got traction, and some other things fullfilled, I found out this pose is a temporary solution and equipped with Aquafulness it is now time to switch from the doomsday view of being career and financial stranded in Sufferbuying which creates a depressive view of life and thus a focus on short term rewards such eating out and unhealthy habits due to doubt on doomsday future (lot of mushroom cloud in the dreams) which creates a bad circuit of bad actions that disrupts potential chances to make a change.

But in November I got a revelation, that nothing is impossible, even if it looks so dark. The dark delusions is defined of the flow of information on media about how worse this world is, there is impossible to get a work, nuclear war will break out soon, etc.

Instead, I want to make a new switch. We establish a vision of four years advance, where Ive resolved most of the problems and have a career and good financial and health standing, and each day until cheistmas, a new insight of how this was archieved will be revealed.